So.

Mallory and Caleb are "taking a break," as Caleb puts it.  Want to know how I found out?  Well, I noticed that Mallory was feeling down, so I made a comment about how Caleb doesn't want to talk to me, he wants to talk to her.  Usually, stuff like that makes her feel better.  Usually she laughs and makes a comment back to me.  Usually.  Today... not usual.  She looked a Caleb and told him something under her breath, then Caleb leaned over and told me to not make a big deal out of it, but he and Mallory were taking a break and that they were going to get back together and blah blah blah.  OK.

Suddenly, a lot of stuff made sense.  Like how without saying a word, Mallory's cousin came over and gave her a hug first thing this morning.  And how no one said anything to Mallory or Caleb about their relationship, as they usually do(they make fun of them, in a nice way).  And why Mallory didn't call this morning.  So yeah.  EVERYONE else knew except me.  Want to know how that made me feel?  Check the title of this page.

Yeah, and Caleb had PLENTY of opportunities to tell me, too.  Like, he could've mentioned it to me on the ride to school.  Something like, "Hey Emily, don't say anything to Mallory, ok?  We're taking a break; but don't worry, we'll get back together."  That would've been nice.  But obviously I'm not good enough to be nice to, or even considerate to.  After all, Mallory is my captain.  It would've been nice to not have to be the last one on the squad to know.  I mean, considering my parents know, and Mallory's family knows, and all of their friends know, it would've been a little nicer to find out from my BROTHER, half of the RELATIONSHIP, instead of from, say, Spencer on the Colorguard.  Nice looking out Caleb.

And yes, anyone who reads this, I know this is selfish and stupid and that Caleb deosn't have to tell me everything.  My friends have already informed me of this, so I don't need anyone else to, thank you.